Heaven

Sometimes, It Is Difficult For Me To Relinquish Control. I Am A Very Spiritual Person. However, I Oftentimes Have Difficulty Trusting In And Leaving Things In The Hands Of Spirit. I Am Impatient And Have A Chronic Fear Of Failure. However, I Am Actively Working Towards Not Living And Existing In A Mind State Of Perpetual Fear And Worry. But, That Is Much Easier Said Than Done. I Feel That If I Do Not Carry Out The Task, Then It Will Not Be Adequately Accomplished...Or It Will Fail To Happen In The Time In Which I’d Like. I Have A Fear Of Stagnation And That I Am Not Progressing Through Life The Way That I Should Be. I Fear Losing Out On Money, Opportunities, And Time. I Fear A Cage Above All. All Of These Fears Lead Me To The Conclusion That I Do Myself A Great Disservice By Not Welcoming And Trusting The Spirit To Guide My Steps And My Journey Throughout This Life On This Earth. Maybe Once I Stop Seeking To Control, I Will No Longer Be Working Against What Spirit Has For Me. I Need To Embrace My Spirit And Surrender. I Have To Trust That My Steps Are Blessed, Guided, And That Everything That Is For Me In This Lifetime Will Be Ready For Me At The Right Time And Place.