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Sharing Your Path With Someone is a Sacred Gift. Don’t Cheapen it by Rolling Yours in the Wrong Direction. Keep Facing Your True North!
Growing Up, The First 13 Years Of My Life Were A Mixture Of Loneliness, Imagination, And This Overwhelming Spiritual Feeling That I Have Been In This World Before, But I Was Not Meant To Navigate It Alone. Not In This Lifetime. I Was Born An Only Child, But I Was A Twin. My Mother Lost My Twin During Emergency Surgery 5 Months Into Her Pregnancy. I’ve Never Said This To Anyone, But I Think That My Feelings Of Intense Sadness...And Simply Feeling Things Stronger And Heavier Than Anything Else Is Because I Was Missing My Other Half. I Believe I Inherited Their Spirit And Their Share Of Our Emotions. I Know That There Is No Solidified Medical Or Scientific Proof That Any Of This Is Due To The Loss Of My Twin. But Spiritually, That’s What I’ve Always Felt.
These Intense Emotions, Coupled With My Creative Ass Imagination Lead Me To Often Seek Out Friends And Companionship. I’ve Always Wanted To Be Liked. Being Liked Is A Surefire Way To Ensure That You Have Friends And Adoptive Family. However, This Unrelenting Searching Leads To A Lack Of Boundaries And Being Unable To Discern Healthy Mutual Relationships From Relationships Where People Only Seek To Hurt Or Take Advantage. Now That I’m About To Turn 30, I Take All Of These Lessons I’ve Learned About Friendship, Establishing Healthy Boundaries, And Being A Friend To Myself First And Foremost And Apply Them To My Own Spiritual Code Of Conduct.
Everyone Isn’t Going To Like Me...I Am Not For Everyone, Nor Are They For Me. And That’s Fine! It’s Not Always About Good Or Bad, Not Always About Who Is The Villain And Who Is The Hero. Sometimes, People Just Don’t Vibrate And Operate On The Same Wavelength. There’s Simply Nothing Wrong With That. That Truth Does Not Make Me Any Less Of A Good Person Nor Does It Make Me Unlikeable. It Just Means I Have To Simply Love And Embrace Dijoneé For Who She Is.
She Is An Extroverted Introvert And 9 Times Out Of 10 That Always Comes Back To Bite Her. She Prefers Home, Luxury, Nature, And Small Intimate Settings Over Parties, Clubs, And Large Crowds. She Is An Expert At Hiding Her Social Anxiety...You’d Never Know By Looking At Her Or Talking To Her That She Is Internally Shooketh (All My Anime Watchers Out There, Y'all Know What I’m Talking About! Y'all Know The Characters Lol).
She Loves Books & Music & Dancing. She Loves Being Surrounded By Good Quality Experiences, Comforts, Foods, And People. She’d Much Rather Hop On The Road Or On A Flight To Somewhere New And Learn/Immerse Herself In The Culture And Environment. She Lip Syncs Her Fave Musical Soundtracks, Early 2000s Pop, And Reenacts RuPaul’s Drag Race ‘lip Sync For Your Life/Legacy’ Battles. She’s A Little Bit D R A M A T I C. She Loves Learning. Her Comfort Lies In Re-watching Her Favorite Movies And Tv Series For The 10th Time (SVU & Anastasia I’m Looking At You). She’s Goofy, Quirky, Quiet, Loud, Sometimes Awkward, And Always Herself. She Has A Heart Of Gold And Always The Best Intentions. Even With All Those Loveable Facets Accounted For...She Still Isn’t For Everyone And Everywhere...And That Is Perfectly Alright.
