Dear Dijonee’,

DEAR DIJONEE’,

I AM SORRY.

I AM SORRY THAT YOU TRIED SO DESPERATELY TO FIX OTHERS, WHEN YOUR OWN HANDS WERE SHAKING. I AM SORRY THAT I DIDN’T ALLOW YOU ENOUGH TIME TO HEAL, THAT I MADE IT YOUR MISSION TO SEAL THE WOUNDS OF EVERYONE ELSE WHILST YOU WERE PROFUSELY BLEEDING FROM YOUR OWN. I AM SORRY THAT THERE WERE DAYS WHEN SMILING HURT BUT I FORCED YOU TO LAUGH SO THAT NO ONE HAD TO WORRY ABOUT YOU. I AM SORRY THAT WE GAVE ALL OUR TIME AND LOVE AND EFFORT TO PEOPLE THAT NEVER GAVE IT BACK. I AM SORRY THAT THERE WERE NIGHTS WHERE WE CRIED OURSELF TO SLEEP AND COULDN’T EVEN BEGIN TO WRAP OUR MIND AROUND THE REASON WHY. WHY WAS IT ALL SO HEAVY? BUT ABOVE ALL, I AM SORRY THAT I DID NOT LOVE YOU THE WAY YOU DESERVED TO BE LOVED. I PROMISE, I WILL NOT MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN.

HERE’S TO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, INTELLIGENT, SASSY, AMBITIOUS, RESOURCEFUL, PERSISTANT, LOYAL, STEADFAST, NURTURING, FAITHFUL, SENSUAL, WITTY, SILLY, STYLISH, LOQUACIOUS, PEACEFUL, LOVING, BENEVOLENT, AND PATIENT WOMAN I KNOW.

QUEEN…I LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY & FIERCELY.

FOREVER,

DEEJ